i watched this last night and oh my god… just… oh. my. god. i thought this was going to be a lighthearted fluffy BL, but what the heck did i just watch!? most dramas don’t make me feel emotion, i just watch because i’m bored, but this one? this one had me on the floor, SOBBING. when i tell you i had to do a meditation exercise after episode 10, i mean it. i burst out in tears, it was super dramatic, but it felt right. for what the story was about, and for how it was acted, crying felt perfect. i was so lost because i was genuinely convinced that the story was real, and now for everything to just- be gone???

it’s an emotional roller coaster. i really wish i would’ve read the reviews before watching, but im kind of glad i didn’t, because if i saw that it was a sad show, i wouldn’t have watched it. i’m so glad i didn’t read, and watched the show blindly, because this is one of the BEST BL dramas i have EVER seen.