As Bai Lang notices that Jin Xun An has once again begun to reconnect with his former lover, he finally begins to understand the feelings he has been harboring for the man he is in love with. However, has this realization come a little too late for Bai Lang?
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For the people who think Xun'An doesn't make sense in this episode, lemme explain it: he trusted Bai Lang, when Bai Lang told him, he hasn't feelings for him. He also didn't want Bai Lang to think that he's still involved with the senior. That's a totally different thing from being lied to! It was the moment, when Bai Lang told him, he lied to him, when he shut down. Because it's just a difference if you are honest and don't have feelings or if you lie straight to his face. And now Xun'An asks him several times if Bai Lang can even trust himself, because how should Xun'An trust him, if Bai Lang doesn't know what he wants? He is taking care of his own feelings to avoid getting hurt again, because Bai Lang doesn't know what he wants. He even said it isn't about the senior. So the reason Xun'An believed for Lang rejecting him, is also eliminated. Of course on the first look it looks like nonsense drama, but it's so realistic and authentic. That Xun'An doesn't want Bai Lang to tell him lies, because lying breaks someone trust and what gives Xun'An the safety to trust him again and believe him, that his confession wasn't an impulsive reaction? He's absolutely right here. Bai Lang should have been honest about his anxiety and not lying to him.
Most of me is mad that these two didn't just instantly fall in love and make out. But that part of me was like, My god, that is the most real thing I have ever seen in one of these dramas. They really need to talk things out and figure stuff out. I am glad that they did that. That must have been mad embarrassing to film. There were some good quotes in here too. I am waiting, just not for you. Holy shit. okay next episode, i am trying to finish this tonight. okay but the lip touching habit being consistent makes me happy. Okay bye.
so the senior isn't good or bad. but thankfully Xun An is over him, n that's the only thing that matters. but i didn't get or like his getting angry when Lang finally was ready to face his fears and confess his heart. what was the point of his getting angry and pushing him away, at what? and what was he accepting?!? ************************************************************************** Lang was finally ready to admit he acted out of fear. considering everything he is going through, being that truthful isn't easy and yet he did it - cause he cares for Xun An. ****************************************************************************************so i personally didn't like Xun An at that moment. what is the point of his big speech to the senior, about him knowing what he wants and going/running after Lang. just to push him away when he finally was running towards him?!? make it make sense ¯\(°_o)/¯ (ノω<。)ノneedless drama if u ask me....
Beautifully done…facinghow youreally feeland accepting your truth.All the doubt and fear ofcommitmentstart to surface. The waythe story isunfolding isawesome. Itis done in arespectfuland maturemanner. Love the music.