Boku no Suki na Onnanoko (2019)

Okay so after watching this movie here is what i think. The movie is very realistic you understand the ml but you can still get annoyed at times. The character of the ml is well rounded and we get to know him very well for the others not so much..
Now i truly did lover the fl and ml friendship... at least for what it was it was nice the scenes they had together very pleasant to watch. It was very sad yet irritating when we say the conversation the fl had with her boyfriend, i feel bed for the leads but at the same time if truly was there fault that things ended the way they did In the end both know what they want but resisting to not ruin the friendship yea yea it realistic i know but still. For the movie it was nice if you have time and like these types of movies go for it . But just as a head up from what i read in the comments most people dont get the ending its practically just spoilers down









the film showing us that then they both move on and take different path, he is with a different girl ig bc you saw that he couldn't say or express his feelings then he should move on, and when that artist said he keep thinking something on that bench , he was most likely thinking about that time with her aka everything we saw before that scene . (that is how i understood the ending )

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some kind of regret

this movie reminds me one thing that became a lesson for a lot of people...the things that we did NOT do.

after high school I took a 3 years foreign language course.
at the second year there were a classmate who asked me for tutoring since she was working and taking the course at the same period, she was somehow eccentric; attractive, cheerful, above average kirei but none had the gut to approach her personally for 恋愛, she was somehow out of our league.

2 years after our graduation I was already an employee in a local company and had a girlfriend.
one day she called me through my home number.
at that time I didn't aware that none of my friends/classmates ever contacted me via home line.
we talked quite long and she gave me birthday wishes I didn't even get from my own girlfriend.

10 years later, we have classmates meet/party.
after that I once phone her and tell her 会いたい

a few months after the meet she got hospitalized after a trip to middle east, me and my classmates visited her at the hospital.
I had the chance to visit her alone afterwork at non visitors hour (the hospital's security personels seems to see me as a patient family member, they didn't even stop or questioned me as they did to other visitors entering the hospital's inpatient pavilion/I had konbini bag on my hand)

she recovered and got home, but in a few months she was rehospitalized and I was only able to convey condolences to her family at her funeral.

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