Okay, i just finish this drama and i have mixed feelings.

First of all, I need to say that i didn’t like Jimmy at all. I first meet him in his role in "Bad Buddy" and i didn’t fall with him, BUT, I decided to give him a chance, and i have nothing against sea, soooo, i decided to start my way with JimmySea by watching ‘Last Twilight’ (everyone was talking a lot about this drama last year and I’m an education grad studend and I’m learning a lot bout inclusive education, and Thai did a really wonderful job with HeartLiMing in Moonlight Chicken).

OK, then. I need to say that i really enjoy this drama, like... I stayed up until 1am just crying and soobing with this mf, so, yeah, i like them a little bit. But we have a BIG, GIANTIC, MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE ending. Like C’MON!!!!

Lemme explaing my point. I'll first point out all the positive things in Last Twilight, just to be kind: I LOVE Pohjai and Mhok relationship, for real. I think i’ve never see such a beautiful ex-boyfriend relationship before (at all in a thai bl), so they make me feel so happy and full of love, like... they TAKE CARE for each other, even when Pohjai was daiting an asshole, when she said that she was pregnant, like... dude... Mhok break up with her when he was in jail.... FOR GOD SAKE!!! I LOVE THIS WOMAN. And they weren't weird around each other when Mhok started liking and dating Day, she was putting gasoline in their fire!!! Such a cutties.

They didn’t villainize Rung’s suicide and didn’t try to make her a bitch for it (at all, i fell they didn’t explore her story, but okay). Mhok didn’t blame her, like he said “i don’t agree with her choice” but he was okay, like, he loves his sister and she choose what she choose (i honestly feel a little touched by her story, as someone who has the same thoughts);

Mhok take care of Day in the very first moment. He obviously didn’t want the job at first and he was a little angry about the whole situation, but he just did as they asked and tried to make Day live better (i would probably give up hahaha) even when every single one of them were jerks to him.

I NEED to pay a special attention to ALL they’re relationships, even with the fish, like THEY ARE SO MF CUTE. Mhok and Day in that dino costume AAAAAAAGH, they playing, they laughing, they having FUN, they’re just a sweet piece of cake with cherries and chocolate on top. All they're dynamics reminds me of HeartLiMing.

Another thing that just makes me MORE in love with Mhok is that he NEVER made a fuss when Day pushed him away, even when he broke up with him or just fired him, Mhok just accepted it.

For MOST of the show they got a really good stance about the fact that Day is blind and blind people in general. when Day talks about how he can do things just like he used to or when that stupid guy asks about sex and porn and Day just says it's the same as before. The activities for the blind and the way that Mhok always be respectful with the problems and difficulties that Day has. And Day never decreased himself for being blind (I'll talk about that again in the negatives). And Aun was such a beautiful friend to Day (I love him and his wife).

OKAY, now that I've mentined the positive points, I need to point the negatives, and everything that makes me sad about this drama, and took away the possibility of it being a masterpiece.

First of all: the whole motherfucking annoyng tantrum between Day and Night. Like BITCH, I was thinking that Night had done something TERRIBLE to Day, but that car accident happend just because Day was a little dumb. Like... bro... STOP THE MF CAR!!!! c'mon, It was no big deal and Day started being a passive bitch to Night??? For real, if I were Mhok I would laugh. Of course Night could blame himself for the accident, but Day???? Such a unnecessary tantrum.

WHEN THAT FUCKER LOSER OF THEY DAD SHOWED UP?????! BRO? I felt like i could tear my skin off. And all that crap "I wasn't a good father" YOU CHEATED ON YOUR WIFE BRO!!! U LET YOUR KIDS AND UR MOTHERFUCKING WIFE TO THEY'RE OWN!!! GO FUCK UR SELF. And Day just forgave him :)))) For real....

AND, their mom was a shrew!! And they just let it all in the past! I was like M'AM YOUR KID ISN'T DYING!!! HE'S JUST GOING BLIND!! And she just acted like Night didn't exist, like???

Day was a little cruel to Mhok. He was like "you're cold, you're r a bad boy, you're not careful, you're rough" and Mhok was the sweetest person in the world. And Day kept saying this crap even when they were dating, like WHY???? LET HIM WITH ME THEN!!!

And It was scratching ma brain at the very end, HOW they let a complete stranger, with no caregiving skills take care of Day??? like, wasn't his mom an overprotective mom??? They just found Mhok in a hospital and that was it???? Okay that Day insisted, but? Complete nonsense.

The two last eps at all -

Like, ok. Day was a brilliant badminton player and a college student and suddenly he was a car accident and went blind, I can't imagine how he was feeling, how confused and angry he must have been, and his family was just pretending that wasn't happend and they are't given him a help, they're never put him on therapy or something, so, alot of what he was doing, feeling and saying it's completely understandable. But why did he never bother to talk to Mhok about Mhok's feelings? Like, Mhok lost his sister, she killed her self and he feel guilty about that, Mhok was afraid of everything cuz of that, Mhok said "for me there is only today", but Day didn't try to talk to him?? Mhok opened his heart and put himself in Day's shoes, but couldn't Day do the same? C'mon. The way Day just broke up with Mhok on his first mistake was so cruel, I can't- Thai Bl's always has this shit in the last few eps, a dumbass fight that take to a dumbass break up, but do they really need to do that? It's okay if Day got upset and broke up, but he just let Mhok go and let THREE YEARS go by and didn't even TRY to call him? to say sorry? to ASK how he's doing? Bitch....
And to be honest, if I were Mhok I wouldn't get back together with Day after all that shit at the wedding. I would AT LEAST make Day fly to the US to try and meet me and apologize (which Day never did :))))

Now, the WORST thing, I honestly I think that with this they simply throw away EVERYTHING they said, when Day said he would return to his """"""normal life """""" after recovering his vision with surgery. BITCH FOR REAL. IM CRYING WHIT ANGER HERE. What the fuck were they thinking??? FOR GOD'S SAKE. It would be so better if they hadn't even tried, cuz they just made a BIG DEAL and put a lot of shit on top of it. They chose such an fucking important topic to talk about and ended up doing it??? For real, I'm really angry. As i said before, I'm a graduate student in education and I'm learning about inclusive education, I had a whole YEAR studying with a deaf teatcher learning about people with disabilities and this is how they finish the series??? For real, I can't even explain HOW sad and disaponted I am in Thailand and the directors right now.

Lastly, another thing that bothered me was that they didn't explain what Mhok was doing now and what Day will do now that he hás regained his sight. Honestly, Day could work with his bookshop for the blind and continue to be an actvist for the rights of the blind, but u know....

Well, this is my opinion on this show. I'm really going to act like the last two eps didn't exist if I ever watch it again, and i have to say I really liked it, and that's what makes me most disaponted with the crappy ending.

So, yeah. At least, now i like Jimmy and I'm thinking about watching Vice-versa, and I have to say that JimmySea are a plate full of acting skills. And please, Thailand, when you want to talk about something so important, be careful and respectful.

P.S: I just noticed that the person who directed "Last Twilight" was P'Aof, honestly, how did he manage to do such a good job on "Moonlight Chicken" and ruin everything here????