I'm weird. That's the only thing that seems constant.
All my likes, activities, purposes, qualities change - even as basic as gender, age, where I come from or spoiledness.
So what can I say?
I'm wise, passionate, cold, sunny, grey, extreme, flowing, standing, mercurial, empty, too much, vague, particular, abstract, concentrated, medial, separated, open, cynical, naive, dark, good, neutral, defining... Right now. Well, for now; I like dm Bio's fortified soy milk, purple, elaborate delusions and directed dreams, Mini (the fashion mag), Emily the Strange, icy treats, Harvey Beaks... It's an odd way to introduce yourself, but, since it almost always applies.. Rebel Good. I'm rebel good.
It is still almost recently that I read Animal Bone Collection, The Voices of Time and considered it important. I don't know. Maybe I listen to Nirvana? I'm probably really good at drawing, and dressing up, researching perhaps. I wish I could start practicing European medieval staff fighting and go to a school. Well, in reality, I want to be (functionally) immortal, but that's kind of off-track, so.
I have a lot of clothes too varied to describe, not much else... I'm ALWAYS so hungry yet know no pickier eater. Heck, I'm likely good at all the arts. I think I might really dislike filling profiles. - Mine: of course I keep files on everyone.. I think I should stop babbling for now! XD
It's in fact kind of cool that I've completely lost track of myself, and time, and things normal, but it annoys me that I can't study, do things that'd get me accused of witchery, fight, or run fast. I can't even climb impossible places or win impossible arguments... It's not my pride hurting, nor some kind of identity thing I think. Not even "I wasted ages only 'leveling' for nothing". It's *boring*.
This inactivity... How can lazy people be content? Like, this is a genuine question Emily or research can't answer, apparently.
Now that I can't play go either.. Though I still do many things and even though I somehow enjoy the long stretches of nothing... It's a bit numbingly dull. I can take persevering hunger, pain, solitariness, confusion, stress, tiredness, assault, but being idle? I was *so* not built for that..! . . .
Well.
Being slowed down sucks, ok, I'm not sure who I am, ok, I might have not thought any of this writing through... Hey.
Not the writiest of my days...
in general

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