Yeah, that's probably what I felt all through out. This is just so sad. It left me hanging on thoughts how can a mother be capable of such a thing. The children are just so precious, the potrayal of the eldest son is just as realistic as you wish he must be, he must be just as strong and responsible at that time. I can't rewatch this though, it's just so sad. After looking up the story this was based too, it was more unbearable to take. If you want your mind and soul to stay as calm as it is, then don't watch this. Watch this at your own risk of reminding yourself how cruel other people can be.